Tuesday, June 23, 2009

better

I'm a little more confident today.
A little.

One step at a time,
I will learn slowly.
There is no rush.

I need a few more close friends.
I have two little sisters.
(not by blood)
One lives 1 hour away.
The other lives 6 hours away.

I want to be able to call a friend at 10pm at night, and be able to do something.
I don't want to plan ahead several days in advance.
I want a spontaneous friend.

My cellphone is dying, and I can't find the charger.
Ah~ Life.

Korean word of the day: 부지런란 (dilligent)
Used in a sentance: ... (_ _#) I can't. Sad.
I'm still unsure of sentance structure.
So much for dilligence.
Maybe my previous post was true.

Cry my a ri~ver, you can just cry me a~cry me a~ oh, oh...

Monday, June 22, 2009

dreams

It's hard, starting something with no support.
The basics are simple.
한글, alright.
한국어, not easy.
My Korean friends say they will help, but they don't know how to explain what they say.
They can only teach phrases for one side of one scenario.
I need a tutor.
Or maybe to give up?
It is hard to learn on my own.
I didn't anticipate how difficult it would be.
Especially to stay motivated.
I write music instead.
Maybe I can think up a clever way to study while I write scores.
Humm...
don't know don't know don't know